Tuesday, October 26, 2010

First Krwachauth..... :)

Sumtimes it happens tht the importance of sum1 in ur life is so so much tht u cn du nethng jus tu make them smile.....n this fast is such a small thing tu du for ur luved one whom u luvvv more than ur life...!!!
If ma fasting could have really really given my age to my would b thn i m ready tu fast for uuuu alwas sweetheart.......!!!! i luvvvv uu so wala much.......the day went pretty well....the xperience was gr8.... .........
hungry toh i didnt felt bt yeahhhhh.......paaniiiiii..........i missed it so much.... :( bt newaz successfully cmpleted ma frst fast for ma would b.........!!!!
jaanu pic krwane ka mera mann tha bt agar aapko acha ni laga toh m really very srry,,,kyuki mjhe thoda sa aisa laga ki shayd aapkaa mann nai tha,,,,, bt newaz aage se kbhi aisa ho toh mana kr dena mjhe..its k wid me. Maine toh bas yeh soch k keh dia tha bcoz i wanted tu hve memories of all the beautiful moments of our life togethr n i wanna get dem captured!!!!

n sweetheart i never ever xpect such a gift frm uuuu aur shayd mjhe mangna bi nai chahiye tha..i did a mistake i believe.,,,maine toh kuch chhoti si cheez soch k keh dia tha sumthng like choc or flowers..... itna spend kyu kia.........bt newaz this i will memorize for whole ma life....!!
aur mera loudspeaker wala jaanu sab kuch ina big hi laata hai mere liye jaise ki pta ni mein kitna bada balloon hota hun.....itni big kaise pehnunga ab mein...... :( bt u knw wat they r precious than ne ornament in the world.......!!!luvvvvv uuu sweetheart....!!! aage se mein hi jaunga apna gift lene jaanu k saath, ni toh pta nai kitna bada ballon samajh lega mujhe...:)........luvv uuu loads sweetheart...!!!!
jaanu agar mjhe le jaata toh bi jaanu mein bahut xpensive ni leta....jaanu ko toh shayd yahi lagta hai ki mein bahut xpensive cheezein leta hun...n shayd isliye hi krwachauth ki dress lene bi mere saath nai gye....bt aisa kuch haii naii...!!! mein koi tata birla ki beti na thodi hun.... bas meri choice thodi alag hai......so if possible dnt misunderstand on this perspective ever...!!!!

haan aur jaanu toh yeh bi nai batata ki mein kis dress mein acha bi lag rha hun ya nai.....pta ni kyu jaanu ko sab ganda lagta hota haiii.......khaane ka bi kuch bnao toh bi jaanu ko acha ni lagta... :( kya krun ab mein kaun se chef se khaana bnana seekhun jaanu k liye...... :( koi toh help kr do meri....!!!
aur aur aur meri mehandi bi nai dekhi hoti..maine hi jabardasti dikhai....hai na hai naaa jaanu....schi mein aisa hi naaaa..?? Spend so many mths wid uu bt mjhe toh abhi tak yahi nai pta chala ki jaanu ko xcept sex kuch acha bi lagta hai ya naiiii :( :( :( :( :( :(




Sunday, October 24, 2010

Lots of xcitement......... :)

hey yaaaaa i m so so much xcited n the reason being actually toh nt much big........my frst krwachauth in life tht i'll be fasting for ma sweetheart.........,,,bt ek prob hai ki maine toh aaj tak life mein koi fast nai rakha.... thoda tough hoga na yeh fast rakhna toh....bt ne waz apne jaannnuuu k liye toh nethng.....hai na pocket parantha loudspeakr wala jaannuuu.. :)
 aur jaanu toh itna busy ki mjhe Mehandi bi nai lagvaii hoti.....lekin maine khud hi lagva lii.......c
Ab pta ni aata bi hota hai mjhse krwachauth wale din milne ya naiiii... :(
nai aayega toh mein apna fast kholunga hi naiiiii,,,kuch bi ni khaunga........ :(
aur aur jaanu ka bacha gift le le mere liye jaldi se....ni toh jaanu ki katttii...big aur pakki wali woh bi...............
I luuuuuuvv uuu loudspeakr jaanuuu....miss yeahhh bahut saara...!!!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

really cnt believe tht itsssss meee..........

Life use tu take twists n turns.....suna toh tha,,,bt nw realised also. I jus cnt believe its the same meee as before... Its 5 am in morning,,isnt it shocking tht wat m i duing at this time wen all r into their dreams...!!! Life is taking a turn n m getting so much nervous jus thinking of the days being left tu get married....dun knw why tht wen i was prepared for this thn wat the hell is the bloody reason to get ma nerves on.......!!!!
The worst among this is tht there is nobody wid whom I cn share tht wat position m I into at this point of time... :(
Ab toh a nice n relaxing sleep has become a sort of dream for me........ :( :(
ne hw...n u knw wat I hve gained weight according tu sum1.........I really dun knw if I was alwas the way like this from the very starting,,,,...then wat was the reason tu accept meee n luvvv meeee.....shld hve at tht time rejected n have taken a decision tu go for sum hot sexy babes.,,,,the purpose of shaadi n the so called sex can b solved by ne damn gal in this world.......if u r so ashamed of moving out sumwhere with me then u shld actually think upon ur decision.......wass the use of bringing these points into consideration at this moment of time wen almost most of the things r set...!!!!
U KNW WAT THERE IS NOBODY ACTUALLY WHOSE LUV U CN SAY IS UNCONDITIONAL 4 U...!!!bt newaz I luvv uuuu unconditionallyyy frm the very beginning n will cntinue tu du the same if given a chance....god bless ya...take cr...!!!