Our Roka anniversary........

Guess wat today is......???
hey its our roka ceremony......although nobody remembers the day except me n i forcefully let manish also du the same..... :) :) bt despite ma efforts no special plan for the special day of our life.....he's busy sumwhere around in his friends sis marriage. he's rite at his own place.. ab kaun kaun si anniversry u'll celebrate for me... hai na sweetheart....????
bt I believe life mein yahi toh chhote chhote moments hote haiii tht one shld njoy,,, bt we became so busy in race of life tht we dun even bther tu luk back at our loved ones.......
last year time waz their wen manish got so eager and alwas wander for one or the othr reason jus tu c me and meet me once ...be it our one mnth roka ceremony tht he brought cake for me or was jus ma mtech result declaratn...!!!!
so sweet were the days past and sweetest are their memories in ma heart tht will remain ever n forever......... :) :) 
LUUUUUUVVV UUUU ALWASSSSS......... :) :) The journey from our roka to our marriage n now to our daily routine life is all together having sum turns n twists tht I believe r part of everyone's life.....!!!

Happy holi............ :) :)

So finally ma frst holi after shaadi...was gud enuf...nthng much special,,,no special as such arrangements bt still njoyd n played well similar tu the past years xcept manish being added tu the family :)...the effect of holi can still be seen on ma face.the color has nt gone yet despite so many efforts..!!!
I really du miss ma old buddy shilpi...luvvv uu sweetie...agar pssible hota toh would hve surely met u bt newaz u r alwas there in all ma beautiful moments,,in all ma thoughts..!!!


Manish had tu leave his friends early jus bcoz off meee,, i knw he mus be feeling bad.. :( bt was there ne other option wid me...i believe noooo......newaz srry sweetheart.. :( :(


n mom ur aloo puri was gr8 as before... :)
bt u knw wat wenever i thought of making a plan and going sumwhere its alwas being vanished jus bcoz of one or the other stupid reason........
watever plans i was having in mind before marriage of njoyng all weekends has already been shattrd...
its past 2 mnths our marriage bt no successful plan yet.... :( :( nt even tu Bangla Sahib.
 so sad naaaaaa bt yeh manish hai na kahin le k hi nai jaata.... :( mingooo kahin kaaa

Life after marriage.........

Life after marriage is like a compromise tht u need tu du even if everybdy arnd u is cool to the maximum they can n the wrst part is tht u cnt even discuss the matter wid neone....nt even wid ur hubby bcz after all u r a gal n u r born tu du all this.
Till the time u hve strength...u du their wrk..u r gud for all...bt even if u dare tu say nethng of ur desire then its a big mistake been cmmittd by uu..!! I mean yaar nw cumon where shld i go out n speak out ma feelings..neithr could I discuss wid ma mom dad...neithr get manish interstd in listeng me....a gal has no option xcept to accept the things as they r moving on..!!!
Although I dnt have ne prob wid ne of the family member bt u knw sumtimes small things hurt u so much tht u r jus left away wid nthng apart frm tears in ur eyes. Ur counterpart who alwas wish to get nly 1 thng frm uu frgets tht u have been new tu his house n may b facing certain small issues...bt he dnt have time tu even ask u once tht r u happy.....ya i mean nethng..thoda time toh spend krna chahiye na wid one anothr xcept ur sex life biiii...bt newaz may b I ve much xpectations n m also wrng sumwhere...bt everythng finishes at a fullstop bcoz u cnt du nethng n this is wat is clled life..!!!
frst time jab kitchen mein akele dinnr bnaya toh saamne bas ek hi chehra tha n tht was of my mom.....aur aankon mein dhey toh bas aansu..n above tht the cmpliment tht i get was ki beta hum itna heavy nai khaate haiii......i jus miss u a lottt mumma...!!
frst time in ma life ma hands strtd shaking n i didnt had even ths much strength left tu have dinnr..!! 

Manish se washroom ki seat chnge k liye kaha toh he didnt took it serious...,, or i mus say tht may b he didnt got the time tu get tht done.. bt wat shld I du....obviously I believe nthing... :( :( :(

Afterall why does a gal had tu leave her house??????????????????why..?????