A terrible Moment.............

Yesterday nite got into argument wid manish. I jus dun understand m I wrng or wat..??.. :(
his wrds are echoing in my mind till now "mera sir na khaaye". Did I askd for sumthng very precious....?? those wrds hurted me a lot and all ma feelings shattrd out in the form of tears.... :( :( 
I missd u a lot mom n dad....nw i realise tht nbdy cn luvv u n fulfill ur demands the way ur parents du for uuu...!!
                                     I m tryng tu cmpromise on each n every thng starting from our honeymoon destination to a diamond ring to shoppng for sum new clothes for maself or ne damn nethng i've asked him tu buy for me... I dun undrstand why he everytime cmes out wid a new reason to deny my demand..!!


shaadi se pehle mjhe aisa lagta tha ki manish aise hi mazak mein kehta hoga ki itna mehanga blah blah.... tht time i used tu thnk tht he luvss me aur jisse aap pyaar krte ho uski khushi k liye toh one cn du nethng naaa...isnt it?? bt it got tu b proved wen I cme bck shopping frm lajpat n again the reaction was nt at all tolerable,,,may b bcoz I n nt in knack of seeing such reactions. mummy papa ne kabhi kisi cheez k liye mana hi naii kia..I was the master of ma life,,, n they had let me spend it like a queen...bt nw the things hve taken a turn....!!! :( :( :(
I mus say tht either m wrng sumwhere or manish was nt at all ready tu handle the responsiblity tht usually falls on a guy......!!
So finally last nite I tried tu bring things tu normal bcoz it truly hurts meee wen I see him tensed jus bcz of ma stupid demands....
Despite all the grudges  I'll still add tht he's a wnderful cmpanion for me,,,infact the best..!!! he lluuv me also bt thn i dun knw why he cnt du little thngs tu c me happyy,,,,newazzz  I luuvv yeah sweetheart more thn nethng in this universe infact i wish tu c u alwass happy bcoz for me nly u r the entire universe...!!!

How daysss change...... :( :(

Its again 23th today....our so called 3 mnths being cmpleted of marriage...!!!
Nthng special as such,,,infact nt even a single thing special today....:( :( :(
I m jus remembering the day wen it was our 1 month roka anniversary n manish was so xcited tu spend time wid me n we celebrated by cutting cake followed by a dinner.....beautiful were the days n the moments...!!!
Now the days have changed,,,its really true tu say tht wen u r wid sumone u r no more important.. :(
if u cnsider small matters thn i knw life will be difficult tu spend bt dun knw hw tu keep my mind n heart in cntrol and don let it go out of focus..... :( :( 
pehle mein dinnr serve bi krti thi manish ko toh woh mjhe kitne hi pyaaar se beech mein khila bi deta tha,,bt now toh mein bnati bi hun bt still he dnt even care tht why m nt hving dinnr....is his luv for me been lost or the care
tht he did for me is no lnger there..????? why the difference between wife n GF alwass cum..??? m nt duing ma best for him n his family...????
bt frm ma part i'll again add tht he is the best....i believe m lacking behind sumwhere... :(
I m feeling very low...maself dun knw wat 2 duuuuuuuu... :( :(

After so many days.........

So after so many days i spared out time tu write sumthing for ma blog. Life is moving smooth. All the things are moving in pace..cllege life ,,married life xcept my mtech thesis,,, :( :( I believe its high time to get my thesis to be started bt i m nt finding the right direction or rather must say nt enough time to devote to it... God knows how it all will be managed....!!! 
n happy today for ma bro..he got increment today...yippiiiii.............n party bi kr li manish maine n rinku ne at greenchannel....!!!! Life is so small so one should try tu get the most out of it and gather all the beautiful moments wenever there is a chance....
Manish these days is busyyy wid his exam preparation. I really du hope that his efforts be fruitful enough and he may got a switch over in job as well as salary...:) bcoz he says that in order tu afford my lifestyle it is necessary for him;.... :P 
I dont think that my sweetheart hardly du care tu read my blog after we got married.....
here comes the difference between ur GirlFrnd or Fiance and ur wife..................... :) :) :)
LUUUUV UUUU LOADSSSS.........GOD BLESS YOU. U R THE BEST SWEETHEART... :) :)