This is life........

Sumtimes life sucks uuuu so much over small issues tht u r nt even in a position tu spit out the things,,,,
n nw life has taken such a turn tht watever u actual thnk u cnt share wid ne1.... ne1 here means neone nt even wid manish bcoz u never knw tht wen he 2 took things in wrong sense....!!!!
I jus dun understand why the hell he is nt at all serious taking his studies or career into consideration..,, i mean why he dun hve high dreams and work hard tu achieve the same...!!!!
I am sumhw sumwhere bounded bcz m a daughter-in-law here in his house nt the daughter...,,,!!! bt he jus dun want tu understnd n alwsss tries tu give one or the other reason and his career doesnt seem tu hve ne priority in his life..!!!
I knw he is gud enuf and tries tu du every pssible thing he cn du for me bt sumwhere I really felt tht he's wrong.
Ma increment did deserve a party bt nt at the cost of ma health.... Wen I was nt feeling well thn it shld be him who shld said tu his family ki fir kisi din bahar kr lenge dinnr.....tht day dinnr could also be brought in at home itself,,, bt rather than supporting me he felt ki suruchi aai haiii n m spoilng the plan n tries tu cnvince me nly..!! nbdy did even bothered tht m nt in a position tu go..!!! again I compromised...!!! :( :(
I mus say tht ur family..ur sis r so much important for uuuu tht u didnt even bthered for me tht day...!!! Agar aap apni wife ko sab k saamne hiii support ni kr paaye toh akele aap jaise bi behave kro doesnt even matter...!!! I really felt lonely tht day... :( :( 
n mom dad iiiiii misssssssssss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu alwassssss :( :( 
k again suruchi brought comb for me long bck....she jus tooked tht up frm ma dressing without even letting me knw.....if she would hve told me toh shayd mjhe bi acha lagta...bt this is nt the way ki aap khud hi laao kuch n thn in ma absence took tht away without even telling me......,,i really felt bad... dun wanna share this wid manish bcoz he will again take me in wrng sense tht m cmplaining for his sis...!!!

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Sooo again bck tu uuu blog..... :( :(
dun find ne1 tu talk tuu,,,whom could i share watever m feeling rite now...!!!
manish se bolungi toh may b he'll take it in wrong sense,,,n xcept him dun wanna share wid ne1..!!
Priyanka n ujjwal thnks for duing this much for me..!!frnzz r alwass a support, n u bth hve proved it..!!
yaar m nt upset bcoz i didnt got a cell phne...rather m totally hurt.....didn't i matter nethng 2 manish??
ma feelings r nthng for him...?? ek baar mera mann rakhne k liye hi keh dia hota ki le le jo bi cell phne lena haii..n this is wen he very well knows ki mjhe cell phne ka kitna shaunk haiii..!!!bt u knw wat ,i also wouldnt purchase a cell phne of ma choice bcz I knw manish is nt happy tu buy the same 4 me.....
khraab toh har cheez hi ho jaati hai kabhi na kabhi...r those hubby's fool who bought iphone for their wife's jus tu c them happy.,or may b their wifes r special for dem tht m nt... :( :( :( :(
Lot of compromises in life..,gal comes leavng her house, her mom dad,,leavng everything behind jus for one person..!!!n life really get worst wen that one person hardly cares for ur feelings n ignores u cmpletely..!!
aapki presence mein aapko ignore kr k asks sumone else tu prepare tea 4 him.,,wat would b wrse for a gal thn this..??
I knw tht manish ko bi mera attitude bilkul pasand nai haii,,n he 2 is fed of me...bt where m i wrng?wats ma mistake? where shld I go n ask 2 buy this n tht 4 me...??
for every small or big thing du i alwass hve tu face such situation??? 
Do manish truly didnt care 4 me n ma feelings..??? 
meri demands ko le k hi, he use 2 get upset....bttttt iiii toooo dun find ne option.. :( :(